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Beach, play, and swim

Terempa Island, Kepulauan Riau.
Indonesia

I really miss to go to the beach...

this pic is my parents' hometown in Indonesia. It is surrounded by mountain and sea with splendid scenery.

If you wanna swim just jump from the house, because most houses are built on the sea.
but of course, there are many houses on the land near the mountain too.

I miss swimming in the sea with waves pushing and pulling you. Although the smell would not be nice after that but the feeling is different, it's like your 'soul out' when you jump and dive in the sea.

Wish I can go there again..!

My 24th birthday

A birthday is just the first day of another 365-day journey around the sun. Enjoy the trip.

My birthday already passed two weeks ago and am 24 now! still remember that day. Nothing much to do in my birthday and felt so empty. first, maybe because I am far from my family and friends. I used to had a small dinner with my friends and had a cake or tasty food in the house. I knew I refused to celebrate my birthday since I was 17..and started from that age I didn't care about birthday. It just seemed like usual day but I had never been alone in my birthday.

And this year it was totally different. In the morning, I thought of any activities that I could do in my birthday and it was nothing! so, I decided to go to temple and pray. At least, I did something good in my day. After that, I went and walked alone in KLCC, felt so stupid but tried to enjoy it. I thought maybe I would spend that day just by myself. In the end, i felt too lonely, so i asked my close friend to go somewhere and finally I had a dinner with her and her mom and daughter.

Now, I realize I live in denial...
I don't like people celebrate my birthday with a big party or surprise but the meaning of that special day is to share your happiness with people you love and don't just be alone in that day. Trust me!

Morning reflection

This morning one of memories popped out in my mind. One month ago I had a trip to China and I went to Shaolin temple with my friend.

While we were walking on the way back, she asked me:

"Why people never appreciate their life?"

Me:

"Because they never feel satisfied."



She:

"Why they never satisfied?"

Me:

"because they greedy , always want more than they have"

She:

"Why they are greedy?"

Me:

"Urmm...(thinking and no idea), maybe you should ask your "self". because it is inside your "self"..

conversation over..
Mute***
I think and She think....

I thought of whether she understood my meaning...
Then she felt sad, because many people always complain about their life and some choose to end their life..

I said:

"yeah, I think no matter what is your life maybe you're not as smart, as rich, as pretty as another people still you have to continue because this is life. God already give u a life to see this world and we should appreciate it.."
I have got a mistake here, not God who give us the life. But we got a chance to born in this world (could you imagine a baby who was aborted? so why not we appreciate our life now)

it was a tough question indeed! God in my term is something universal that you cant describe with name and figure. Something that I just believe deep in my heart. .